Delirious

I feel like I'm having mood swings at the moment. Not all bad you understand. Its almost as if I'm experiencing teenage emotions that I never got to really truly experience the first time around. Is such a thing possible and what does it have to do with giving up sugar? I'm sure its not just becuase its that time of the month...

I seem to be going from highs to lows in the same breath almost... One minute I've got tears streaming down my face, the other I'm grinning like the cheshire cat, and boy could that cat grin!

It happened this morning. One minute I was in the loos trying desperately to resist the man who I'm trying to resist at the moment (not that he was in the loos with me, you understand, just figuratively trying to resist writing an e-mail to him - which I failed at - I wrote it) and the next minute this other bloke comes into reception, a lovely Mr Carter from SAS Software who rides a motorcycle... We had a lovely parry of words, giggles and other non-verbal communication which led even my not particularly observant colleague to go 'You were flirting with him!'. I replied, 'Hell yes!' (am I allowed to use that kind of language around here?) and hence the grinning.

So, as a young single, damn sexy Christian woman waiting for my man of God husband to hurry up and show his face before I get tempted into a fiery pit of hellfire, should I be engaging in such behaviour? I mean, flirting with guys and pining after unsuitable men who respect me too much to pursue me? Dammit, I know I want it both ways but what else is there to do in the meantime? Quick! A distraction! Any distraction! Maybe I should stick my fingers in my ears and sing the theme tune to Enterprise really really loudly?